another day older...

so i am not feeling like i am really this old.  i should be like 25 i think.  i feel that young...  i had a very pleasing day today, even if i was alone in iraq with dust everywhere and no party to speak of... but the ones who love me knew exactly what to do and say.  i received a message in a bottle.  yeah, i thought it was really cool and it really really meant a lot to me.  there is a lot more to it than just the heart warming words, but the pic that goes with it is a dream i have on a regular basis.  my own little stretch of beach with a nice little grass hut on it.  my getaway.  a place i want to be where i will actually enjoy the sand for a change.  mom, you are the best.  you always know how to make me feel loved.  thank you for you thoughts and wishes.  they always mean the most to me.  i wish i had a family party to get to so, you guys celebrate for me.  its always the highlight of any birthday.  i feel so young and very fortunate.  love to you all.